I locked my keys in my car AGAIN and not only was it $45 for a locksmith but it was also embarassing because I was at work and everyone saw.
All I bought was sugary stuff when I went grocery shopping last so I'm stuck eating junk until I run out. Right now I'm eating s'mores pop tarts.
I got a parking ticket for parking in front of a fire hydrant at Ben's house.
I like Ben and all but his anxiety about driving to Denton to see me is starting to weigh on me. Not to mention gas is 3 dollars a gallon and I don't really have time to see him.
I've been slacking in school, I know for a fact I am failing Government because UNT sent me a notice in my e-mail. I'm having a really hard time caring.
My cats are stinky but I love them.
I have a crush on my French teacher. His name is Omar and he is from Jordan. French is his second language and English is his third. He studies linguistics. I stayed after class today to as him a question and I swear he was flirting with me. It's hard to tell because of the language barrier but I swear... And then I accidentally took his book (I swear it was a complete accident) because I thought it was mine and then I realized it half way to the bus stop, turned around, came back, and he was there waiting for me. Then as I was leaving for the second time he was like, "you are from arlington, no?" and I got creeped out a little and was like... yeah how'd you know? and he said that I said so when we all answered the question "where are you from" on like the first day of class. How/why would he remember that?? Haha. I'm over analyzing because he's cute. And 27.
AAAnyway.
When I'm not at school I'm at work and I am exhausted from getting up at 6am every day including weekends. I miss staying up late and sleeping in. I miss the night time. That is when I am the most productive.
But the funny thing is about all this is that I am relatively happy.
Even though I don't know what will happen with my education.
I don't know what will happen in my love life.
I don't know where I'll be living in a year...
I don't care. I like not knowing. I like being free. Not burdened by thoughts of the future, as wonderful as some of them can be, there's nothing like just sitting outside and reading a book and not worrying about anything else at all.

i like cats but they seem to hate me. they like scratching me when i try to pat them.
» renaye on 2008-02-26 11:30:53

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